he actually acknowledged it as his first love??! was that explicitly mentioned in the nove...

BlackBelliedLotus October 22, 2025 10:37 pm

he actually acknowledged it as his first love??! was that explicitly mentioned in the novel because i dont rmb ever it ever being mentioned. i thought it was all just implied. like he was her TOTGA because he didnt or couldnt confess or he didnt even realize he was in love back then.

it isnt a big deal but im just bummed out that i missed it in the novel. i dont rmb skipping a chapter from the novel this early on ...

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    juststrollingabout October 22, 2025 10:46 pm

    It was definitely said in the novel! He did it to bait Jia cause, in the end, Jia is still his fan who’s curious about him :)

    BlackBelliedLotus October 22, 2025 10:51 pm
    It was definitely said in the novel! He did it to bait Jia cause, in the end, Jia is still his fan who’s curious about him :) juststrollingabout

    thanks!! i definitely need to go back and reread this part because i cant rmb it (probably from reading too much civil empire) LOL