Oh I thought u were referring to the hurtful things he said to uke about taking advantage of him when his brother died. Well it's because when he was being nostalgic back home he remembered his brother died and then an image of uke comforting him flashed in his mind and he concluded that uke tried to take advantage of his vulnerability but later in the chapter he truly remembered what happened
He's memories r still clotted, he does remember that his brother die and that uke was their comforting him(which he misunderstood). Uke nearly gave up his career for the sake of seme , is what Seme felt guilty about before. What I am scared of is the fact what will happen after ssme remember that part, cus just think frm his pov, like he already had a very bad conversation with uke to the one whom he is indebted too.
I'm not read for it, it's gonna hurt mah Hart to see my babies sad

I kinda forgot who's the top, help