I went to read raws, and if you're looking for some comfort, I have some spoilers.
First, he'll regret his words immediately, then he'll have a dream about his hubby giving him a blow job in the car, he'll wake up and follow the "strange sounds" coming from the bathroom, where he'll see the blond guy crying his eyes out.
In that moment, he's struck by the realization of how much pain he's caused him, and that if he keeps this up, the blond guy will just leave him and go to someone else.
He'll start crying himself, which will scare the shit out of the blond guy, he'll start begging blondie not to leave him, and that he'll definitely remember everything, and it'll all end with an apologetic blow job and sex.
I went to read raws, and if you're looking for some comfort, I have some spoilers.
First, he'll regret his words immediately, then he'll have a dream about his hubby giving him a blow job in the car, he'll wake up and follow the "strange sounds" coming from the bathroom, where he'll see the blond guy crying his eyes out.
In that moment, he's struck by the realization of how much pain he's caused him, and that if he keeps this up, the blond guy will just leave him and go to someone else.
He'll start crying himself, which will scare the shit out of the blond guy, he'll start begging blondie not to leave him, and that he'll definitely remember everything, and it'll all end with an apologetic blow job and sex.
AND STILL IT WAS SUPER-PAINFUL, MY POOR HEART.