I guess it's a different perspective. I was actually surprised Jay waited that much for Yoohan to be ready, it was actually really sweet that he acknowledged Yoohan was scared. He didn't rxpe him and both first times were consensual, though the first first time was traumatic. Yes, he forced him to kiss him... but it's also consensual if you think he was his sponsor, and Yoohan agree to that... Problematic, maybe? But it was consensual.
Yoohan didnt know that he had to sell his body and he had to make that clear, several times. It wasnt consensual.
I agree, the rape/forced interactions in the beginning were kinda unsettling. It would’ve been a bit better if mc had vocally said he was fine with the sexual actions/wasn’t oblivious to what ml actually wanted. I also wished they pushed more into the background of why the ml was so obsessed with the mc (forgot names already). Maybe the novel explains more, but honestly I’ll just be satisfied that the mc got somewhat of a closure^^
I know we all supposed to be used to yaoi rxpe stuff but it ruined the story for me. It wasnt even one or two. Their entire interaction was like sexual harassment but "its okay because uke enjoys it". İt didnt feel like "love" at all. Besides this annoying relationship, story was very good. Yoohans character arc, how he finds himself at the end. I think the cutest relationship he has was with his manager and Hansoo. Honestly, Hansoo was my favorite character. It also makes more sense that mc find his reason to live with them than ML who is obsessed with him for no real reason and constantly forcing himself on him.