i’ve been in such a deep slump since august and consistently letting myself down time and time again — i can’t bring myself to talk to my friends, i haven’t turned in an assignment on time for the last two months, and i’m actively sabotaging any chances of future success i might have had. there’s this crushing feeling of dread that just paralyzes me whenever I think about it for too long and i’ve been hopping on this site to cope with it,, nothing like beautiful people in love to distract me from my guilt!! but even this has become a burden in its own way. who knew binge reading porn would be bad for your brain LMFAO
but anyway. all of that to say — i hear you. im so sorry life has been treating you this way. sometimes its just too fucking much and it’s all you can do to just open your eyes in the morning and tell yourself to get up off the bed and choose to live for the day. i really hope something crosses your path soon that can light that fire back in your heart, even just a little bit
The two above me yall are so real, I get it. Lately I feel like that too, everything I do is like a chore and I have no energy for it. Even my joy of reading manga,manhua,manhwa and novels somehow feel so bland and boring. Everyday I wanna sleep some more but at the same time I don't wanna and just rot in my bed when there's no school.
Especially the part about passing he semester bro,I used to be an honor student but then suddenly I don't even have the energy to be an average student. But even then I'm sorry for you and hope you get through it. It might sound cheezy but your not alone and even if I'm a total stranger I'll hear you out. Each day you live currently might be boring but hey that's just life.
Also for your recommendation for "happy of the end" Hehe me will read it.
Im glad I'm not the only one but also unhappy that there's other like me . I hope you all the best of your lives and not to have any burden on your shoulders. I don't know you personally but I wish whatever you are experiencing is shed light upon and you get better. Actually I hope we all get better. I know times like these may be tough but somehow we will manage. As for me all I say to myself is "get over it" which may not be the way to go but hey, its getting me through. That and the fact that I'm consuming way too much varaflins from genshin just to keep me distracted from causing others a burden.though we may all have our differences through either country, timezones, and language. We all share an emotion which can be shared amongst others. If you say you are alone with something, you are wrong. 12 billion human on this earth, there is an atom clump that forms a living being that shares the same thoughts and beliefs you do so do not feel alone. I hope you who reply to this sharing the same experience with me get better. Thank you to whoever read this entire forum. ( ◜‿◝ )
Not gonna lie I feel the same... I was recently in a very dark place but I won't elaborate cause even my sleep was effected. I literally only feel joy when I'm with my son or reading. What kinda got me outta my slump was dungeon/action/adventure manhwa with zero romance.
This helped me heal and I know they might not do it for you but worth the try? I was literally only reading bl for the longest time too but they were so incredibly toxic it scarred me. And also maybe some father daughter manhwa might be nice? I just think what you read matters when you're in a bad place. Reading harsh things will only make it worse too..
https://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/solo_farming_in_the_tower/
https://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/levelling_up_by_only_eating/
Oh and theres way more. I just don't know if it's your cup of tea. I like the action dungeon ones too cause they're also in a bad place at first then they power through and survive. I like the feeling I get when I see that it feels good
Best wishes! I hope you feel better!
This isn't the best place to speak about this but it's the only place where I feel comfortable. I have been lacking on everything. I can't bring myself to do anything in life anymore. The person who used to say "as long as I pass my classes" turned into "just this semester will be fine". Im starting to hate the person I've become. A lazy fat coward. I can't love anything anymore. Not my family, not my girlfriend not anything. I've lost interest in my favorite music, games, anime, movies. Lately the worst thing is that I've gotten tired of reading bl/gl. I can't do it anymore. Im sick and tired or reading manhwa/manga/manhua. I can't read anything anymore I just feel like I'm a person who is unwillingly breathing and living. Im sure there are others far off than me but not a single human will willingly hear me out unless I pay them. Eugh I hate being. The manga I loved reading has become boring. Maybe reading "happy of the end" was not the way to go. Though spiraling after that i will still recommend it to anyone who loves bl. You should totally read it ^^