the manhwa is a crappy adaptation of the novel. it doesnt romanticize the abuse. do u think a novel that emphasizes the abuse he undergoes, so appalling and depraved that it cannot in any capacity be romanticized or justified, will sweep everything under the rug? no, it's the opposite, mc can never erase the trauma, no matter how he suppresses it, even when he fell in love with a normal person. it's been a downward spiral since he was targeted. but mc is resilient, and over the years, would get his revenge, and eventually he will get a peaceful life with someone who really loves him; altho it's not really a happy ending imo, it makes sense why mc would return to him.

This is honestly ass. I mean I like the art (The storyline is literally just mc getting raped over and over again so at least to me there is no storyline) but after finding out mc is literally going to end up with Jeremy/black hair it's honestly tiring especially since this is such a common thing in manhwa. The mc catches the attention of ml, ml then start mentally and physically abusing mc then mc plans revenge and/or plans to run away but he/she never does then mc and ml end up together because ml "changed and became a better person". Honestly the only reason why I am reading this is because I hope the author changes their mind and have mc actually get his revenge and live a happy life with a person who actually loves him