Heartbreaking sad tragic bl recs

MADK! It's absolutely a bittersweet story, I doubt if it can be called love, but there's craving.

I don’t have a list but read this
https://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/on_the_lake_where_the_waves_reach/

banana fish, though the romance isn't rlly the main focus. i sobbed my eyes out for hours afterwards<3
https://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/banana_fish/

Thousand crane (happy ending tho)

literally my go to when i want to bawl my eyes out sksksks

https://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/1866/

https://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/spring_snow_odongtong/

https://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/tsuki_wa_michikake_kemono_no_koi/

https://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/asagao_wa_yoru_kara_saku/

https://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/december_rain/

December rain was peak ┗( T﹏T )┛