I get you and I like masochist BUT it feels like he's also not in a good place mentally and that's what I don't like. I need his backstory to understand where he's coming from and if this is just kink or some sort of actual self hatred or smth...
i dont have issues with masochi btw. i just think some ppl are mentally ill and need help <3. if this pretty guy needs to get knocked out or nearly k****** to get off then hes not okay. there are healthy and unhealthy ways to deal with trauma im sure i dont have to explain which is which
ig im just too vanill i hate masoch when its like “i want you to beat the f out me” “chok me nearly to deat” like goat maybe get therapy