Every god after ascending let go of their demigod memories because to be a god is to be a perfect neutral impassive divine being and not be shaken by these. Gods arent even suppose to play family and imitate humans n human relationship dynamics because a god borne out of another is a complete individual without any concept of blood ties or stuff. But seth n his siblings were the anomaly who lived together like siblings and loved each other. After ascending one cannot chase their past lifr memory or else they'll break taboo and face backlash in the form of soul fracturing n perish
Its not clear yet whether he really got his memories back or not. What hes rambling rn is full of contradictions and counterargumentive which i believe could be side effects of backlash. Also since he died n went to duat theres also a chance that he mightve been able to access some if not full of his past live memories without breaking said taboo which is exclusive only for full fledged gods. Also he being seth's lover isnt confirmed. Its just a vague speculation based on his claims which are fickle n untrustworthy. Based on the clues and cryptic hints that we have from mojito the possibility of seth and HTE being lovers or close relationship is higher than osiris n seth being lovers. What could be likely is osiris grew fond of seth and one sidedly fell in love wirh him n decided to pursue him after they became gods
Wait so you’re telling me they weren’t in a relationship... because everything greenie said points to them having a lost relationship unless he’s just insane and is unreliable where everything he says should be taken like a grain of salt .... I really HATE orisis why can’t Seth be at peace with those he hold dear to him
Hes most definitely an unreliable narrator right now. Altho we cannot rule it out completely I would say lets not believe him entirely either. Some are saying that because he meshed with anubis he's mixing his emotions with anubis rn and thats why hes saying u said u love me (anubis and seth father son love memory) then again saying u rejected me (his own memories) OR they could really have a past together ( rare possibility)
There are mural hints hidden by mojito all thru out ennead manhwa which are basically plot spoilers for upcoming chapter. One of these hints read as
"His brother always followed him Brother copied his words and actions He was annoyed with his brother. And before he knew it he thought he was lovely. He taught his brother knowledge.
" He denied his feelings They should not break the taboo until they became gods"
Do what u wish with this hint hehe. Some think its abt osiseth while some think its horus seth past life(HTE) while some think its hinting abt osiris one sided obession

So is it true that they had a past and Seth really lost his memory I'm a bit confused Abt this(〜 ̄△ ̄)〜