WAAAHH THIS!! I thought I was crazy. Its better to do it alone if you know what I mean
Major ace vibe from this thread, you guys should check out what asexuality is.
i do have sexual desire, heavily. i just find it disgusting
Asexuality is not about having a libido, it's about being sexually attracted to people.
Have you ever looked at someone and thought "I want to have sex with them" ? If yes nevermind but if no... Asexuality is worth looking into.
You can be horny and asexual, it's just the idea of YOU doing it is... A turn off.
I'm not insisting that you are btw, I totally understand not liking messy things, it's just there's a lot of misconceptions and misunderstanding surrounding it so it's worth explaining whenever one can. Be it for you or anyone reading the comments.
sex is so nasty, in general. aside from doing it for love there's no redeeming reason bc I can't phantom having someone else's fluids all over me saliva cum pee whatever it is man tht sounds sooooo nssty