I hate this.

EternalMute13_nix November 13, 2025 4:37 am

Before, when I was reading the unofficial chapters, I used to get mild anxiety cause I'm a person who genuinely dislikes conflict of any kind.

I had the bright idea after seeing a comment to pause this and read Non Zero Sum, and it totally fucked me up, and even tho this is a million times less horrible, now I get world-ending dread with MLs with personalities even mildly similar. I'm so scared for the MC cause I have no idea how far this bastard will go.

I'm begging you, even tho I mentioned that scaring shit, please do not read it, trust me, it had me fucked up for a long time

Responses
    EternalMute13_nix November 13, 2025 4:40 am

    Just wanted to vent a little(/TДT)/

    Mrs. Kimchi November 13, 2025 8:43 am

    SAMEEE

    Randomfujoshi November 13, 2025 9:20 am

    Yikes bruh, did you finish it or something? I couldn't even, before that I also read No Reason and I couldn't even get to next chapter since it looks like it's just torture p*rn. The very first bl manga that got to me was Kokoro O Korosu Houhou (Yaoi), it kept me awake and made me have existential crisis (I mean considering I've been reading fluff bl before), after that it's just downhill from there, but it's not as worse as No Reason and Non Zero Sum,. Anyway just me venting lol

    Batata November 13, 2025 12:49 pm

    It's okay! Everybody has different temperament, as for me I'm reading this coz it's fked up, it has psychological tag for a reason. Thanks for the headsup.

    BIGTOE November 13, 2025 2:24 pm

    I feel like this one has more of a slow psychological feel, while Non zero sum is just horrible shoved in your face.