Am I weird?

Nah don't worry. I understand it's not a kink. You just enjoy stories of characters going through hardships and finding happiness in the end. It's kind of rejuvenation and inspiring too. Though not everyone will understand here. Everything will sound like a fetish to them

Don’t worry!!! I like that too. Like when ML is so popular & he’d be playing around with girls to get attention from FL while the FL not even looks at him( actually knows but yk she’d be ignoring those). That type of angst as u said which make my chest really tighten up & yk the heart beat would be a little bit hurt…Yeah I like that kind of jealousy type & any other thing which make me feels like that are top tier

omfg you’re not the only one! i looooove that feeling of hurt and idek how to explain it cause my heart legit tightens and travels to my belly. glad there’s someone else out there lolll.
you should read Beyond the Memories if you aren’t already, that one will have you feeling like that ;)

Yea..I’m so glad I found my people ㅠ.ㅠ I thought I was the only one so I’m staying quiet about it . I once said this to my friends irl but they said “It’s strange” so I’m like maybe I’m weird but now I’ve found u guys <3

my particular taste here is when the MC is mistreated in an emotional/unrequited love kind of way:

shoujo:
HEAVY on the overall angst, great ending: https://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/what_it_means_to_be_you/

https://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/i_thought_it_was_a_common_isekai_story/

https://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/suddenly_became_a_princess_one_day/

https://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/yeonwoo_s_innocence/

https://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/the_villainess_lives_twice/

https://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/for_my_abandoned_love/

yaoi:

https://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/the_nameless_flower/

https://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/ways_of_parting/

https://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/the_new_employee/

heavy on: https://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/the_third_ending/

https://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/saezuru_tori_wa_habatakanai/

https://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/nokemono_domoni_shukufuku_wo/

your list “hurts so good” is a perfect fit here </3 i love it

it’s giving the beginning of broken ring

the beginning of On or Off kind of fits here too! i got a kick out of it. and BJ Alex

yeah I luv that manhwa so much !!!! Carcel is so my type >_<

Here is my all time fav BLs

Here is my all time fav BLs ( I tried links but it didn’t work so ㅠ.ㅠ)

1. The secret to winning unrequited love

2. The third ending

3.Dameo To Yaba Otoko

4. Contradict

5.Please pay attention to me

6.Fake fact lips break

7.Off stage love side

8.Dawn of the Dragon

9.Steel under silk

10.Tell me you can hear it