10 years i loved you the most (uke hav chronic illness n got mistreated by his hubby)
Missing love (uke's life is heartbreaking need to take a break after every few chaps)
Taming the tiger (towards the end its hella sad i dont wanna spoil it for u)
A trace of wonder (uke's friends died n when he accepts it, i cried)
Room without windows (sweet but heartbreaking bcs its apocalyptic n seme's parents treatment toward him when he was a child)
The summary explains allot of the story, but it’s really angsty and the most well written manga I’ve read, I also think it’s a really realistic portrayal of the effects of abuse on someone and it’s not romanticising it. Plus good art.
https://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/give_up_on_love/
ML goes back in time after a drunken wish, but he doesn't want to change anything and starts to try to get back to his original time. Doesn't go as planned.
srry i tried making a fullpost reply of rundown this mornign but it glitched out
Release ur persona - heartbreaking with excitemeant lifchanging art, actor x fan actor falls in love with one of the fans, and lets just say its even better than he expected someone whose a perfect math, a near soul mate
perks - scrumptious art + gold level plot + wholesome + green flags + healthy communication + fanboy x actor + dirty talk so good it gets u on the edge + the couple fit so well u cant help but root for their cuteness + short bite-sized 9 ch goodness i wish wasn't completed + a full fleshed out short story - i read this 4 times, and still get excited to reread more + drama
my dearest misery - same author as release ur persona, story of how an author of dark bl, and stockholm syndrome story, some how gets kidnapped and stockholm syndrome himself. Its quite a rollcoaster of emotions, at first turn nose on it,then slowly ypu find yourself experincing each and every of mc as they slowly start to decend into stockholm syndrome, by the time u know it your already caught. It felt so realistic enough, readers got convince the author themselves may be trapped in stockholm syndrome and this is their cry for help, and went to check on their instagram
perks - delicious art + engaging story + toxic + stockholm syndrom+ thiller + bl with sex scenes + though provoking + dark + kidnapped + disabled mc + author x reader + psychlogical + bipolar persona + life changing writing + drama
**** tourou no ori - this one will tick all ur boxes out to the T, i couldn't digest this one at all took me 4 times to force myself to even speed thru end will make u uncomfortable. Its a omegaverse, in the showa era, this story's MC is born into a alpha dominant prominent traditional family, omegas are looked down upon and lowk seen as badluck, as the second son, but dominant alpha. hes likein his teens or older and parents passed away, and he inehrits house. Turnouts, from his childhood memory, albino omegas are treated like bad luck, i think they are also constantly in heat in this universe? so his older brother was locked up, when he was like 5 - 7 yrs old and raped everyday by his father, his mother is disgusted and treat the older brother like animal who steals her husband everyone just dont speak of him locked up in the room like taboo. Everyone forgets the bro is locked up in the secret room after dad died, now MC takes him out the room, they also have their butler who is pedophiliac bitch who manipulates mc, by taking care of the older bro he "pities", which makes mc jealous and hit and kick the odler bro. The older bro is pretty much a infanct cant speak or read write anything, dont know write or wrong or anything, older bro was actually fine before but the parents and the fam screwed up their lives and relationship
Tags - pedophilia + incest + tragedy + psychological + dark + rape + emotional manipulation + omegaverse + dominant alpha + shiro /albino omega
legroom - post apocalptic bl Amnesiac mc who survives from memory loss who finds out theres more hidden past to his kidnapper than he thought, its a zombiverse
bl + smut + amputee + zombieverse + sweet + whole some + attempted rape + power couple + survival + drama
the words in ur snare - hm not rlly heartbreaking alil bit of a mind fuck interesting plot mc can read ppls thoughts as words life changes as he meets his mobster love his life whose thoughts cannot be read beware very very very strong incest underlying theme heavy
police + superpower + brothers incest + drama + mafia + police x mafia + forced rape + emotional manipulation + ptsd + mental illness
no arguing with mr mo - this is bato description idk how to summarize this one
; Xiao Nuo, better known as Secretary Xiao, is the dedicated and hardworking secretary of Mo Yanchuan. Mo Yanchuan, better known as President Mo, is the cold and aloof president and heir of Mo Electronics Group. Constantly being scrutinized and nitpicked at, Secetary Xiao is convinced that President Mo hates his guts. Little does he know, however, that President Mo's feelings towards him are not what he thinks they are at all. In fact, they may be even more than he lets on...
heartbreaking mr mo pours his whole soul into the relationship with mc, he can cook, be cute, sexy, good in bed, willing to try new things for mc, kinda funny, and idiot in love, and family approved but honestly mc is just a disrespectful jackass
office + comedy + slice of life + office life + one sided relationship + bottom who wants relation ship x top who wants to be sex partners only
happy shitty life - not heart breaking - 2 younger guys in a podunk town one native, the other who moved from city both like bottom, and take turns bottoming and toping, this is the most switching i've seen than a home depot
small town + switches + slice of life + lil drama + light hearted comedy
count tachibana - During the period of Japanese colonial rule, a young Korean boy, Yonghyun, is invited every summer to a royal residence in the mountains behind his village. The residence of one Count Tachibana. The peculiar Tachibana Sho is a complete mystery, as it seems he’s never left his mansion, not even once. But over the summers, Tachibana Sho and Yonghyun have made a strange but solid bond with each other. Now Yonghyun is devising a plan to help Sho escape his mansion but it won't be easy. Adults with their meddlesome ulterior motives and the giant mansion itself all present challenges to their idea. How will the two boys break free and what will they learn about each other...? this is mngo sumamry
honestly, right when they got each other they get separated over and over again till the end thru war post war time ?
its just got all the juicy drama and thought provoking tension
10 yrs i loved u the most - is actually heartbreaking mc luis, marries his high school sweet heart they grew up poor but through some connections they get rich, and love is gone, alls left is ego in his now husband. husband keeps suspecting luis is cheating on him, when hes is the one with all the nasty secrets, all while luis is slowly dying of cancer.
Lots of sexual + emotional abuse + childhood sweethearts + dying cancer patient
kinda tired to explain rest merry reading :)
thank you so much to all of you! i really appreciate! <3
omg this is so detailed and helpful! thank you so so much!!<3
Pls recommend me some heart breaking BL that destroyed your life ++ (and if possible, add a bit of phrases why is it heart breaking for u so i know what im starting, tysm)