maybe any of these ones (some are psychological based):
https://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/even_if_you_don_t_love_me/
https://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/10_years_where_i_loved_you_the_most/
(not really from ML but uke gets treated like shit by alot of other people) https://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/stigma_marloong/
(again not really from ML but others) https://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/a_married_man/
https://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/down_and_dirty/
https://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/profundis/
https://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/cocoon_of_the_heart/
(This ones not very long but kinda messed up) https://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/the_cell/
https://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/red_mansion/
https://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/formless/
https://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/the_world_without_you/
https://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/non_zero_sum/
https://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/paper_flower/
The one story I almost couldn't get through: http://itou_san_kuraka_sui

I mean like really really sad stuff, I don't mind the genre or whether its BL or not, I just want really toxic relationships or something where you really feel for the lead like even when they're being treated wrong they still remain because they can't do anything but love the other person. A good example of something that I like would be into the rose garden's first season though its not nearly as angsty now.
Thanks!