You didn't make me uncomfortable at all, don't worry! If you can feel romantic love but don't experience sexual attraction, then you may be asexual! Kissing is a grey area because some people feel it is sexual and others see it as purely romantic, so I would focus more on whether or not you have ever felt sexual feelings towards someone (being sexually aroused by someone or by thinking about them, wanting to do sexual things with a specific person, etc.). If you have never felt those feelings for anyone, then there is a good chance you are asexual - but in the end, only you can determine that for yourself. Here is a website with more information: https://www.asexuality.org/?q=overview.html

I am so nervous to read this because as an asexual person, I never expected to see any form of ace rep in BL. I guess I'm afraid that they'll do it wrong?? Or there will be parts that make me uncomfortable?? Ahh