We broke up almost 3 years ago after 2 weeks of dating, he didn't really like me but he knew I liked him a lot so he thought he could work things out, I was the one that broke up with him after finding out. few months later on my birthday, his friend gifted me a plushie and asked me out, thought he was cute. dated for 3 months but he broke some boundaries with me so I broke up with him, he was so sweet though but doesn't take other things seriously. Yeah you don't want that type of love.
Worst part, while I was dating his friend I still liked my ex a little deep down but I knew my feelings for him didn't matter and all my attention will be spent on my current bf (now ex 2) it took a full year for my feelings for him to fade. I don't even know why I had feelings for him. Love is strange

I thought in romance they were overreacting over holding hands, but when I finally hold hands with my crush 3 years ago, I thought I was gonna faint. I low-key thought holding hands won't do anything until we started locking our fingers together, I had to excuse myself to go to the bathroom just to come down lol