Tarot Reading Week #1

I see (more like ‘feel’) a quiet night sky, each of the star twinkling, they are pieces of hope. This is yours. Your light is steady and bright, born from the love you have for yourself yet it’s not ready to be a shooting star. ‘The Star’ tells me that your energy naturally draws people who are looking for honesty, warmth, and authenticity. Even if your heart feels patient or solitary right now as you mentioned loving yourself more than anyone, still that radiates a pull that invites connection and open windows. You are seen, although you might feel unseen by some people.

I have received ‘Two of Cups’ which shows the potential for connection and love, but it also reminds that relationships require balance. You need balance. There will be moments where you and someone else need to work through differences or learn to communicate clearly. The connection is never impossible, but it won’t always be effortless.

Comes ‘Five of Pentacles’…while this card suggests that there may be feelings of isolation/disappointment along the way, like ‘Two of Cups’, it isn’t a 100% likely if you prevent it earlier on. Perhaps past experiences or your own expectations could make you feel lonely, even when someone is present. It’s a warning to be mindful of your emotional needs so you do not lash out at other, and don’t ignore signs of imbalance or neglect.

Briefly, I believe the love you are curious of mirrors the care, understanding, and support that you already give yourself. While that isn’t hard to find, love needs balance which you may be missing.

1. What is your treasure in your life?
Family & privacy (?)
2. How do you see yourself as?
Helpless lazy bum

1. When you ask about WHY unexpected things happen, and you feel like it’s you only, I believe this goes in the life energy reading. What do you hate the most in this world or your life?

2. Why do you say you are sad?

3. Are you looking to understand why this is happening or how to handle them? Or both?

And thank you for the recommendations!

I read these all! But you mentioning them is greater. Love to see people with taste.

Oh, the ‘Seven of Swords’ [reversed] is showing that some of the hidden complications or uncertainties in your crush situation could start coming to light soon. Since you haven’t really talked yet, this card suggests that either you or your crush may begin to communicate more clearly, or the intentions and feelings that were unclear might become easier to understand. And it also warns to be careful about assumptions or overthinking, reversed, it’s less about deceit and more about needing honesty and clarity before you invest too much emotionally. The energy is encouraging you to approach this situation openly, so you can see the reality of where things stand rather than letting uncertainty rule your heart.

‘Page of Cups’ next. This one reflects curiosity, ‘youthful’ emotions that may have not been born or lived long in the blooming time so it appeared a bit late, but it is here. Your current energy is freely open and vulnerable with your love. You are willing to feel and explore emotions, to remain and retry even if it might become messy or confusing. The Page reminds you that soft, tender love is possible, but it ‘may’ start slowly and tentatively.

Knight of Pentacles..this card reflects a born patient, but with thoughtful approach to love. If a connection develops, it will grow in a practical and grounded way, showing reliability and consistency rather than excitement-drama. It points to someone or the relationship itself that truly values steady effort, it may or may not be your crush that holds the same attentiveness, and thoughtfulness as yours.

Of course. I will probably respond a bit later, but guarantee a response.

No we’re not dating. We are very close and intimate (cuddly, hand holding, bites, kind of like a couple but not since it’s not official.) Shes confessed she likes me and I like her too, I just don’t know if a relationship with her is viable since she’s suicidal/depressed. But I really do like her. I want to know if in the future she’ll be happy and if she and I will still be talking, like if there’s even a future of us together even just staying as friends.

Oh no.

With ‘Nine of Pentacles’, you do have an inner desire for independence, security, and stability in life and with yourself no matter the critics. You value your personal space and the sense of comfort that comes from truly getting to have boundaries respected. This shows that peace is possible if you nurture what ‘truly’ matters most to you.

Comes ‘Five of Cups’, a card reflecting self-criticism, regret, or dwelling on perceived failures and past struggles. Your current self-view (“helpless lazy bum”) may be limiting your sense of inner peace. The Five of Cups warns that focusing too much on what you think you lack can block fulfillment, even if the foundations for contentment are already there.

‘The Hermit’ is running to you, telling you that the path to inner peace involves introspection, self-reflection, and understanding your own values. You should take time alone to process your feelings, evaluate your priorities, ask yourself not others, and connect with your sense of self beyond criticism. Peace comes from learning to rely on your own insight and judgment, not always external validation.

You can definitely find peace with yourself. Right now it seems like you’re just trying to find peace with others, but you’re neglecting and degrading yourself with self criticisms. You need your own love first. You want to find peace with yourSELF in order to achieve internal peace.

I slowly settled my cards down, this one requires a bit of reading. Thankfully I had not asked you a third question earlier, so I could ask one more now. It goes against my tarot order to ask more than three. I’m glad I was careful to ask only two.

3rd) How is your dynamic with her?

Appreciate it, babe. Thanks for ur insight :3

Will be eagerly waiting for it!

We are both very affectionate with each other. I’d say somewhat dependent or at least, if we don’t see each other for a few days we have ‘[insert name] withdrawals’. I say we both like each other an equal amount of a big quantity. I’m not sure if it could be considered healthy but we both do try to work through our personal problems in order to be healthy together