Responses
Dan in better mental state, "hmm, yeah no. I might forgive you for the betterment of myself, but no to having you back in my life. Good luck finding another, I hope you don't traumatize them."
The good ending that we will never get unfortunately
"Most of all, I'm sorry that I wasn't able to act like a proper & decent human being towards you, that I assaulted you repeatedly and also tormented you mentally, taken you for granted. Yeah, I'm really sorry I was such a dickhead, as you can see I still have attitude problem but... I'm trying to learn to be a real human, so. You need therapy and I also need therapy, so let's go to therapy together. After that and if we do heal, you can choose whether it's better for you without me in your life or... If your magnanimous heart have the space to take me back, and start over better and healthier."