Me and MC...pure cowards in relying to someone. I felt that, I don't want to be hurt if I ...

but then you’ll end up with nobody. do you see the cycle? constantly worrying about being left actually causes them to leave you, i’ve gone through it one too many times and reading it is sooooooo excruciating

Yeah...but it's better.. I've thought about it...and every answer i get is that I'll leave first. But this is an unhealthy thought...

i hear you