when he thought about forcefully topping and couldn’t even bring himself to do it even after being put through hell by him (obviously it would be a less than ideal response but yknow) it just made me sad ╥﹏╥. Like he knew how that feels he doesn’t want to do that to another person but maybe I read too much into it…Then it kind of fell into cnc territory which ╮( ̄▽ ̄)╭
as much as that would make sense i can almost guarantee it’s just the author saying he would never get hard while attempting to top bc ml’s magical dick made it so mc can only get hard while bottoming for ml
when he thought about forcefully topping and couldn’t even bring himself to do it even after being put through hell by him (obviously it would be a less than ideal response but yknow) it just made me sad ╥﹏╥. Like he knew how that feels he doesn’t want to do that to another person but maybe I read too much into it…Then it kind of fell into cnc territory which ╮( ̄▽ ̄)╭