that's kinda hypocritical of you though. The only reason why the mc went that road is bc of the behavior of the ml. he was and still is such a red flag and his attitude towards the mc is so toxic. showing gratitude? after all the abuse he got from the ml? Idk why but you're very biased. They both have their issues
Mc went that route because of himself. He was broken and finding a way to hurt himself. He only abandonded ml because ml "stopped hurting him". Wtf was ml supposed to do? Not saying ml is perfect but considering the situation they are in, i get his anger. And about being grateful part, the police friend already explained. Did any of you b9ther to read? He had to back off from the case He worked so hard because of mc. He helped mc to hide what happenned from his family. He knew mc could lost his way again so he gave him a safe environment, that he could live free study. And of course he is avoiding him because he doesnt want to fight. He is angry as fck, and rightfully so. And least mc could do is at least not being a jerk to ml.
Ok but i am so angry towards mc and its really hard to enjoy their relationship. Yes, i understand mc is victim and especially after that certain case, yes, i get it and all but oh god, if i was in mls shoes, i would be furious as hell. I am not even the type of person who gets angry easiely. But imagine someone you care about does this. Your ex lover. You warned him. You begged him. You are not even angry. You are devastated for what happenned to him. You hate him for not listening to you. You hate yourself for not stopping him. God, i would be mad. Yes, mc is victim and he needs better treatment but i honestly wouldnt even be able to look at mc, after all that. Forget about being cold and distant, i would lash out to him because watching someone you love doing this is also very traumatic as hck. I can see mcs point and how he will slowly heal and all but how his relationship with ml will ever heal? Yeah, ml will maybe get over it one day but how it will happen with their relationship. I honestly would never forgive mc, just because they are traumatized. No, i wouldnt forgive them. Because they traumatized themseves because i am fcking traumatized from what happenned to person i love. Its so fcking cruel. Sometimes i dont even see any love between them. Like, do they even love each other or does uke even really love him? I dont know. He is always rude and very ungrateful and his behavour towards seme isnt much different from how he treats others. At least, in semes casez we can see his love because he literally almost ruined his case for uke. He wis that much important to him but thats literally it. Idk man. I wish i could at least see more of their affection, especially from mcs side. This is my biggest complain for this series. Not mcs toxic behavours or mentally unstable sides but this....i wish at least he/they were a little kinder to others or...each other.