need help finding a bl

all I remember is that the ml was in a porno ONCE (lwk maybe even a few times) because he needed money maybe? I think his porno was a hit but eventually he stopped doing all that and went on a hunt to find all the copies of his pornos out there. he meets up with a guy that has his porno to buy it off of him (pretty sure he was darker skinned I think) and I also think he had a crush on a different blonde guy but I don’t remember their connection