REAL Like I do get why he’s acting like that but at this point he’s doing too much. I get that Dohu is the one to blame but at the same time juheon only asked dohu of what he thought abt him (Juheon) on the surface level, he didn’t go and ask dohu to say/tell him abt how much he (dohu) actually ‘loved’ him in detail. I need Juheon to take sense and apply his knowledge of Dohu because I don’t get how he still believes Dohu would sabotage (I don’t have a better word for it) him AGAIN after all that Dohu has done , which he wouldn’t normally do if he didn’t love/care for somebody btw, and Juheon should know that. He was interacting with Dohu daily for like at least a solid half a year or more. (〜 ̄△ ̄)〜
Juheon distancing himself to protect Dohu is one thing and quite understandable (if the aunt and grandfather threatened him with it) but it’s the fact that he’s STILL so ANGRY at him after 4 years (!) that’s ridiculous, OTT and overreacting! The anger, resentment, bitterness and hostility he has towards him isn’t just acting! He’s not pretending to be all those things to make Dohu to hate him and give him up, he really does still feel them! I’m not invalidating his feelings, they both misunderstood each other from the get go. Dohu approached him with the intent to just use him as his muse/material for his work and with time he developed feelings for him. Juheon from the start thought the reason Dohu kept following him was because he had a crush on him. I understand why he was hurt and confused but come on, you’re an actor and he’s a writer! Writer’s use everything and everyone from their own lives as writing material. And if Dohu doesn’t use Juheon as inspiration, someone else will. And Dohu didn’t even write any bad malicious stuff about him with that material. Juheon isn’t gonna survive in this business with that thin skin of his. Imagine of another writer uses him as inspiration as well and depicts him 1000x than Dohu did.

Juheon is seriously pissing me off rn, he really is overreacting. Please don’t come at me, I understand he has trust issues and childhood trauma but he IS overreacting and for someone that sensitive and troubled, he truly chose the wrong profession. The entertainment industry is one if the ugliest and dirtiest on the planet. If he thinks what Dohu did (using him as inspiration, as his muse) as using him, he’s seen nothing yet.