name?

i’m looking for a manga bl that has an uke who’s like this ex delinquent and he met the seme when he was in highshool, and the seme fell in love with him because the uke was like super badass and was beating up guys…anyway it’s like super smutty and they get together like later on so like really big time skip. I also remember they like try not to have sex and did some like odd ritual thing where like day 1 they would kiss and next they would hug, but no sex until like the last day or something. i feel like i sound insane but i can’t find it at all and sorry my memory might be wrong.