Both of them are wrong. It doesn’t have to be one or the other. The top is a narcissist deep in denial about his feeling who is set on breaking the bottom’s heart. The bottom is deeply insecure and only thinks about his own feelings regarding their relationship and runs away from his problems rather than confronting it maturely with his words
I don't see your point, the mc asked for sex and ml agreed and why should that bother ml when he doesn't even like mc in the first place? He only agreed because it was sex and that's it. The reason you're saying ml is in " agony " is because he saw mc happy and with a child he thought is the mcs and that's why it's bothering him because i don't know cause he's a jerk? He can't stand seeing the mc happy because the mc used to like him and it bothers him that the mc moved on. Get ur shi right.
That's absolutely not what I meant, he was desperate for years after the disappearance of mc & it has nothing to do with seeing him lately with the baby, that's not how the story began. Using agony may seem exaggerated, that's what came to my mind first so I typed it, not being English native has its consequences
I understand your point I just don't see it, even the ml thinks there's absolutely nothing worthy of remembering what happened between him and the mc even after 7 years. And seeing what's happening now there is a reason why mc is worth siding for not the top you defended so bad. And think about it, was the ml really desperate? He was just dreaming about mc because the situation confuses him not because he was desperate for him, and if he were he didn't look for him in that 7 years so.....

MC asked to be f■■■ed by ml after confession then disappeared instantly. Ml was in agony for years over that incident! Not knowing why that happened. I can't know if the roles were reverse, how the same audience would react
Audience are so lame and disgusting when they don't bother understanding all circumstances and rapidly side with MC just cause he is naturally the bottom. & Bottoms are always victimized & justified no matter what, tops demonized.