Blondie is definitely in love with Seojoon, he just doesn't recognise the feelings he has toward him for what they are. His whole childhood and grownup life, to this point, Blondie has believed himself to be in love with a boy he met when he was a child. Not to say he didn't have such feelings but I think the majority of us can agree that adult love and child love are very different. He doesn't know that difference because he hasn't learned that difference. He's held onto his childhood love with the goal of returning to woo him, a sort of childish fantasy powered by nostalgia. Now, he'll get the chance to identify what his current feelings are. Basically, he just has some growing up to do
Blondie is definitely in love with Seojoon, he just doesn't recognise the feelings he has toward him for what they are. His whole childhood and grownup life, to this point, Blondie has believed himself to be in love with a boy he met when he was a child. Not to say he didn't have such feelings but I think the majority of us can agree that adult love and child love are very different. He doesn't know that difference because he hasn't learned that difference. He's held onto his childhood love with the goal of returning to woo him, a sort of childish fantasy powered by nostalgia. Now, he'll get the chance to identify what his current feelings are. Basically, he just has some growing up to do