The smut was so hurtful to read I hate when it's so painful for the bottom

ikr. like that sex is straight up bad

Well yes! First times tend to be bad LOL it's just that most BLs depict first times in a wildly unrealistic way so now that we get something closer to the awkwardness of reality BL readers think it's bad ╮(￣▽￣)╭

Jigu knows fuckall abt prep and his face card made Yeowoon accept his request to procceed LOLOL ofc it's not gonna be great