i think he doesn't like it knowing anyone "involved" w the "space" orchestra he been building. its like someone interfering the work that supposedly to be perfect in his eye, that's why he naturally wipes blood n cleaning mess of nis did in house. when u put too much effort to be sincere w work .. u get possessive to take care of it n having someone to involve w the work that he been orchestra " its my workpiece dont ruin it". not her but " it " . he been viewing her as one n last of his workpiece that should stay perfect as in life perfectly staged.. but owl refused the life perfectly staged by nis n him as the orchestra actor.. owl demanding real thing which opposite of what orchestra happened, thats also why he stay in house w owl, to keep his workpiece stay perfect life as he viewed it MUST be , i think he wants that kind of life perfect but cant have it bc he nis agent so he got more protective on it like guarding the dream fantasy that can't be happening
I like how you think
hehe knowing him who a rational mind type , he probably think theres no love at all but its just him guarding his workpiece that he put effort to make it perfect and happy.. thats also why he claim he feel inferior whenever owl gets a sense of the real model as her husband n not him . its like an actor didn't get recognition bc she seen the real one and not the actor himself whom act fake w her , even he exposed hey its me whom acting as ur husband but for owl bc of blind she only hold on the personality and vivid sense that completely not him haha . bro having inferior fr for not being the real one that owl hold on to , so thats why he like " fuck this real or fake, ima turn everything completely opposite so my workpiece recognise me as i am the one who put effort to make this stage orchestra as perfect and happy" thats why he cook terribly opposite to him who act like husband. he desperate need that recognition from his workpiece owl . for simple delulu mind. he want her to himself n erase any trace the acting he done
HOLD ON THIS IS FIREE PEAK ASL YOU SHOULD BECOME A WRITER omg do u write on any platforms
except he cant erase his own dick owl claim she hold on to that size dick and even considering to sleep w anyone to find that size . that's why nis warning to him , never take out the dick but owl already touched it n didn't even recognise its her husband dick that's why he confident to nis about his dick won't be troubled bc owl hold on to vivid memories stage personality opposite of real him
no not a writer.. just loves analysing. for fire peak for u . he a perfectionist. he think the orchestra stage w owl still under his control.. but he didn't realise bc of the desperation of recognition actor, he thought he exposed that nis can fake owl husband to owl herself are smart moves to make owl give up..but its wrong move of him , bc thats will backfires.. the orchestra stage he cherished putting effort to stage perfectly will gone. at this point it be him on self belief i can still perfect this orchestra stage vs owl self belief that orchestra stage are real and nothing fake likes . both gonna clash n ruin will dragging both down when what belief are gone .. its not just owl belief like how readers claim will be ..it be his belief too will be gone. i can say he took pride on his perfect workpiece only to find it will be completely failure , not only his mental beliefs will be poke out but nis and "reason orchestra happen" also will be on his responsibility to carry the failure
Where did you read the novel?
if there's novel share to me .. i just read same chapter as yall n see through each scene
Why did he look pissed when he learned that Channa slept there? Does that mean anything, or what?”