Rape has different consequences... I know people who were rapedand because of that they search pleasure in sex, while other people, like me, has problems with penetration years after the rape...
Also, younger is the victim, more guilty they feel... many times because they felt not only fear but pleasure and they xannot understand all these sensations...
I once read about a woman who was raped when she was 10 and even though she was scared and felt disgusting, she admited ahe also felt pleasure and even an orgasm, that is because her rapist didn't use force and touched her to give her pleasure (something rare... many rapist only put it inside by force) and even today she feel guilty that she felt pleasure when she was raped...
So maybe that is the case of this boy...
Exactly, the guilt of feel pleasure despite being raped is a trauma hard to overcome
although is ilogical since is a automatic response of our bodies and besides is added that after that is harder to separate the pleasure and the disgust in your sexual life. I wish you the best from now on. hugs
There are (at least) 2 types of "rapes" or "reaper" (is that right?).
The forcefull and the non-forcefull ones.
The first mostly happens to adults or mature perople, the second one to children.
They are usually sweet and don't use force. Are kind and whatever.
They give the children the feeling to be "loved". Like this, they won't be scared or think of "that" act as something terrible. They feel "loved".
When they grow up, they understand what it really was, but since there was no "force", they are not shoked in the same way as those who were raped in a brutal way. Often it can become a fetish, like if when a child was abused in a "kind" way by an old fart, once the child grows up, he will feel more sexually attraction towards old farts. They can also think of those time to masturbate. Worst case they become something like pedos too. Though they won't like to rape children, they just think of the children of himself. They imagine they are the child that is being "raped".
Harada-senseis work "Onii-chan", is based on this "outcome". I hope I explained it well.
P.S.: Even if you were "raped" as a child, you don't nechessary hate sex or people with the same sex as the reaper. Since there was "nothing forcefull", they can grow up without having a trauma from it.
First: rape in children can be forcefull and don't use "" in the word rape when talking about children... in reality many children suffer aggressive rapes, many are menaced, some have died because how violent it was... I was raped as a child, in my case was a not violent rape because I didn't even know what was he doing... but the act was so scaring that my mind deleted almost all the rape and even today I don't feel pleasure when I have a penetration... maybe he used violence but I don't remember... and almost all the stories I know about rape in children, the mayority were violent!!!
NO!!! THEY MENACE THE CHILDREN IN ORDER THEY DON'T SAY ANYTHING, THEY USE FORCE AND VIOLENCE... the ones that make the child believe they are loved are a few, many use a type of violence, it can be physical or mental...
And I still want you explain why you used "" in the word rape when it is the case of children!!! Rape is rape...
Note: I was raped several times as a kid, even though I was penetrated only once when I was 7 years old... I grow up believing that it was normal being touched... I was even raped by a woman!!!
I feel like the person was using "" as quoting instead of sarcasm or irony. Of course I'm just making assumptions since they also put "" around "onii chan" and "outcome." So no need for your exclamation marks, I'm guessing.
I made the same mistake when I would go using "" around the wrong words (grammar's hard) in the past. But hey ya never know.
First just calm down a bit.
I never said that all the the children rapist ( I wrot reaper but meant rapist earlier) are not aggressive. I said that this "type" of rapist mostly happen to children, since they don't understand, and like you said, they think that it is "normal" what the rapist is doing.
Of course there are also way too many rapist who menace children, and are forcefull.
So don't twist my words, please.
Of course is rape always rape.
The comment above mine explained already one reasons as why I used quotes.
For the others, you can search online. I can not explain it right now.
I may have used it once or twice at the wrong place, but I can assure you that it was not on purpose, irony or whatever.
It was already tired as I wrote that comment, so mistake can happens.
Yeah, one or two quotes where my mistake, but with no ill intentions.
The reason why I put "Onii-chan" between quotes, is because it is a Title of a Manga.
You usually put titles between quotes to make other understand that those words are a titel.
Maybe is because where I come if you use "" in a word is because that word is jot important or let you know that is not the correct way to call it... sorry to blow up like that...
As long as you understood me know, it is fine.
So our main character dealt with a pedo when he was younger. The effects of that are a cross between disgusted and fear, but gets excited when touched. What a strange effect. Maybe, since he said it was a day (since that day) he was awaken to either a fetish of his, a sensitivity of his, or his yaoiness was awaken. It is clear that due to the past trauma he is conflicted and confused at his reactions and interactions.