Sometimes I wonder is it possible to love someone that much to the point you are willing to go through hell and back? that only happen in drama, movie or manga I think. In real life, it surprisingly easy to move on, the more you get hurt the less you would love him, yeah it's feel like you are dying, the world would turn gray and black but that's only happened till you found someone new.
At this point, I want Eunho to stop chasing after Jaeha, there's so much fish in the sea, so much star in the sky, open your mind, open your heart, love ain't that complicated.
Yeah, I think the best option for Eunho right now is to give up on Jaeha, but let us try and see things on Jaeha's perspective. He seems to really have strong genuine feelings for Eunho, but there's something that's holding him back. I don't know what it is. It can be a trauma, or something about his past that went wrong, and keeps on haunting him, but one thing is for sure though, he needs to realize that Eunho will never lose feelings for him no matter what happened, no matter what happens, and no matter what will happen. Still rooting for the both of them. <3
I feel really really bad for Eunho like imagine having feelings for only one person for how many years, and get hurt by that person over and over again, and still have that same genuine feelings. As for Jaeha, I love and hate him at the same time because he finally realized what he really feels for Eunho, but he still doesn't realize that Eunho is one of the best things that has ever happened to him, and that Eunho is worthy of giving up his fears and doubts. :'( I just wish he finally realizes this soon because I can tell that Eunho is nearing his breaking point where he just gives up and let himself be consumed by hurt.