i just going to say after reading the chapter that i'm team masato mainly just off my personality preference of him over chika but now that i've read the raws:
it seems complicated, i really really want to know what is being said. i want to know the uke's thoughts the most. looks like he starts to fall for chika but chika gets insecure about their r/s and breaks up with him to get married. and i wonder if i should feel if it's the uke's fault for being so hard to read / chika's fault for not trying to have a serious talk before moving on, or what to feel about how it happened. it leaves a kind of bitter taste so i want to know uke's thoughts on the whole thing, and if it's that he decided to let chika go and didn't have the passion to "win" or go for it like he mentions in chapter three where he compares his lack of passion to achieve things versus chika's will to win or if he just felt he was in chika's way of a normal life - because if it's the latter then idk how to feel about him and masato ending up together, like was this the rebound relationship then / did he just fall into this r/s because it was easier? if so that's so not how i wanted this to play out. long 3 AM ramble short i really need to know exactly what is being said and all their thoughts but for now looking at raws idk how i feel even though my ship made it
i just going to say after reading the chapter that i'm team masato mainly just off my personality preference of him over chika but now that i've read the raws:
it seems complicated, i really really want to know what is being said. i want to know the uke's thoughts the most. looks like he starts to fall for chika but chika gets insecure about their r/s and breaks up with him to get married. and i wonder if i should feel if it's the uke's fault for being so hard to read / chika's fault for not trying to have a serious talk before moving on, or what to feel about how it happened. it leaves a kind of bitter taste so i want to know uke's thoughts on the whole thing, and if it's that he decided to let chika go and didn't have the passion to "win" or go for it like he mentions in chapter three where he compares his lack of passion to achieve things versus chika's will to win or if he just felt he was in chika's way of a normal life - because if it's the latter then idk how to feel about him and masato ending up together, like was this the rebound relationship then / did he just fall into this r/s because it was easier? if so that's so not how i wanted this to play out. long 3 AM ramble short i really need to know exactly what is being said and all their thoughts but for now looking at raws idk how i feel even though my ship made it