Idc

Leeah January 21, 2018 11:37 pm

Idc what nobody say I love Jaeha and I just really feel connected to him. Maybe because I know what it's like to be so depressed and hurt, by the people who were supposed to care about you the most, that you just stop trying in life. You just feel numb and do things with what appears no emotion at all. I really feel like crying for him right now and all the readers who say he's annoying are a little too immature to be reading this story. All I see is "oh he should get over it! He should just love Eunho, stop making him cry and live happily ever after! Blah Blah!" No it's that fucking easy dumb asses! You can't just tell your mind don't be like this anymore and be better NO. That's not how life works. It takes time to get back to feeling like you're worth something. So this is what you'll tell someone in real life that depressed and has no self esteem "omg you're so annoying" like it really pisses me off because a lot of the readers look at this with a yaoi fangirl prospective and just don't get it and THAT'S ANNOYING. I love this story because of how realistic it is and you don't just turn a couple pages and a character is all better. I want to see how Jaeha grows because when he actually does get to being 'okay' it'll mean something. It'll feel like "yasss bro! You deserve this happiness TTvTT" but readers that keep saying "oh he should just stop hurting peopl-" STFU MORONS. They get me so motherfuckin heated!

Responses
    Lemv January 22, 2018 12:21 am

    No! He's annoying, selfish, a coward and DUMB. The ONLY thing he's good at is running away from his problems and hurt those who love him, over and over again. And what ? Others have to wait until he's "okay" ? And what about them ? Do they have to be treated like shit just because he's not okay ? Everybody has problems, he's not the only one.
    But well, this is just my opinion so....

    jayjayJP January 22, 2018 12:42 am
    No! He's annoying, selfish, a coward and DUMB. The ONLY thing he's good at is running away from his problems and hurt those who love him, over and over again. And what ? Others have to wait until he's "okay" ? ... Lemv

    yeah he's frustrating but I mean, after being blackmailed by his first bf, his teacher, and after being discarded by his parents, I'm not sure i would just let people in so easily. its shitty but people make mistakes ╮( ̄▽ ̄)╭

    Leeah January 22, 2018 1:01 am
    No! He's annoying, selfish, a coward and DUMB. The ONLY thing he's good at is running away from his problems and hurt those who love him, over and over again. And what ? Others have to wait until he's "okay" ? ... Lemv

    And here we have.... another moron. -_- all you're talking about is everyone else. I'm concerned about HIM focusing on himself. He's distanced himself from them in order NOT TO HURT THEM YOU DIMWIT because clearly at the moment he's not ready for a relationship. He needs to focus on HIMSELF before he can love anyone else but of course you're like "YEAHHHH FALL IN LOVE AND GET DICKED DOWN FOR LIFE BABY" that's all u wanna see right? Go read something else if he's annoying because guess what he's a main character and he ain't going nowhere so if u just wanna complain about how annoying he is FUCKING BOUNCE! Ain't nobody stopping you sis.

    hataki January 22, 2018 5:00 am
    No! He's annoying, selfish, a coward and DUMB. The ONLY thing he's good at is running away from his problems and hurt those who love him, over and over again. And what ? Others have to wait until he's "okay" ? ... Lemv

    He isn't really "running away". he has issues to work out, and he knows going like he is, he is just going to hurt him even more. thus, the break. Is it better he keep being with him, with all these problems, and not being able to commit to him?? That's not fair either.

    hataki January 22, 2018 5:04 am

    i agree with Leeah. i feel for him so much. He is clearly having issues. i mean, his mo walked out. his dad walked out after all but disowning him. that sensei clearly walked all over him too. wasn't even serious about it, and made him feel like he was the problem. He lets himself be happy with his wife, to trust that. only to have her too walk away because of his past. he is always the one left behind, alone. That many times, you will get self esteem issues. i just want his little cinnamon bun to realize it's okay to try and trust someone again. (/TДT)/

    Lemv January 22, 2018 3:45 pm
    i agree with Leeah. i feel for him so much. He is clearly having issues. i mean, his mo walked out. his dad walked out after all but disowning him. that sensei clearly walked all over him too. wasn't even serio... hataki

    I mantain everything I said but of course I want him to be happy yeah? both of them. He has to gain some confidence bcz at some point even Eunho will walk away. I mean, obviouslly they will get together again, but imagine that now it's Eunho who's insecure, nah he has to think what he wants and not run away. To me he's running away

    Leeah January 22, 2018 10:57 pm
    I mantain everything I said but of course I want him to be happy yeah? both of them. He has to gain some confidence bcz at some point even Eunho will walk away. I mean, obviouslly they will get together again,... Lemv

    Well if that's your only thought on it that's very sad and sorry to break it to you but you sound like a selfish asshole. Eunho is nowhere near insecure btw. It's his confidence that Jaeha even finds attractive so what are you talking about? Clearly you just misinterpret things pretty terribly in the story. What I'm saying has nothing to do with Eunho or a romantic relationship at all. I'm speaking on what Jaeha has to deal with within himself, so why do you keep bringing up what someone else wants? Jaeha needs to focus on Jaeha right now and you need to understand that.

    Lemv January 23, 2018 5:07 pm
    Well if that's your only thought on it that's very sad and sorry to break it to you but you sound like a selfish asshole. Eunho is nowhere near insecure btw. It's his confidence that Jaeha even finds attractive... Leeah

    Don't worry, I won't get offended by people that think that only they are right. "imagine that now it's Eunho who's insecure" here is what I said, in case you didn't notice, but who cares right? Everybody has to have the same opinion as you :D:D:D
    That's YOUR opinion, not mine and this is all I'm gona say. Bye.