looking for manga yaoi!!

so im looking for a yaoi manga Ive already read and the uke was kinda girly and the seme left over seas. The uke changed and the seme didn't recognize him, but the uke was so adorable seme still loves him! the uke pretends to be his own older brother when seme arrives and makes him dinner and even ties him up and try to rape him bc he thinks the seme won't love him but he does!!