I can't read this right now. I can't until way more chapters come out. Its just so graphic...

I can't read this right now. I can't until way more chapters come out. Its just so graphic and traumatizing. I honestly feel sick seeing what happened to these kids, specifically this kid I have loved for years. I honestly feel like crying. I mean from the very beginning it was insinuated that they were tortured and raped but just having to see more details of it is just more than I can take right now. I seriously feel like crying. Is anyone else really freaking out over this??? Like we knew this was coming but its still just too hard for me to look at right now