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I'm with you on feeling connected to Jaeha, seriously it's like this has happened to me before, maybe not exactly the same, but I can feel that pain he has deep inside himself about his past and it's like people that read this can't sympathize with what's happened to him and how he personally chooses to cope with it. I really really hope he refuses Eunho and let's his wound continue to heal because opening it up again isn't what he needs no matter how much he misses him
i feel so connected to jaeha. he breaks my fucking heart. That scene, prior to their breakup, when he was having a panic attack whilst Eunho's mom and sister were there. cause all his head is doing, is thinking "If they know about us, they will cut ties with both of them". and that reaction, is so like an Ex of mine, an it really just fucking hurts. his past has become a trauma, and i give him kidos for noticing this. He pushed Eunho away, yes, but he really needed time and space to himself. and to not hurt Eunho or his family. i can absolutely understand where that thinking comes from.
i hate that everyone dislikes him, and seems to misunderstand him. (because you want them together and happy right this second). He was serious in his first relationship. and was discarded like a used napkin. his mom left. his dad abused and all but kicked him out. he clearly closed his heart off after this. Mental scars like these, don't go away over night. or just because you are happy for a time, doesn't mean these scars won't come back with full force. He was only honest with Eunho.