Alone.

cheer up!! i also feel the same now i already 23y/o. breathing feel like dying. while i try to mix around with others it make my heart aching and i keep strugling with it.
because i want to survive. i learn new thing, eat new thing, go to new place, make new friend. still that feeling keep on and on haunting me..
sometime i sleep whole day to forget about living
it amazingly nice when u woke up..but i proud with myself because im not easily being influenced by others..hohoho *cough2x* sorry my bad..

Yeah yeah. I know how you feel!!
I am not sad at all.
I have two good friends so I am cool!! I don't need more people in my life. haha.

Same. No one really fully understood me except one person but even now after like 10 years she still doesn’t fully get me. So yeah Ik the alone feeling and it’s so annoying and hard to put up with because it’s like you just don’t fit in the system and if people can’t understand you they make fun of you. (￣∇￣")

No one's making fun of me. Actually, my personality kinda sucks because of this thing that is called loneliness. haha.
I really don't give a shit about anyone and I am kinda very judgmental. Lol. The result of being alone for 18 years with no true friends. haha

Haha almost seems like you're like an online doppleganger lol
I've never had friends until I turned 18 as well, I have a great friend now though.
All my life, I've been a loner because everyone thought I was weird, and even though I'd always wanted to make friends for so long, when I talked to people I'd stumble on my words and end up saying really random things that no one knew how to respond to.. embarrassing, I am haha

But now I'm able to stand with me, myself, and I and not feel out of place, so yeah, I honeslty think being capable of switching to being a loner is a great thing because there is so many people who cannot stand being by themselves, or at least there is around me