I know right. Ichi's feeling were probably never sincerely there in the first place. He was probably delusional about Kou or something because everyone knew Kou's personality, including Kou. Kou may not have the best personality but you can actually trust him. What you see is what you really get with him. He is consistent about who he is. Ichi is the kind of person that is two faced and backstabbing. Where you cannot believe a word out of his mouth because all he spouts is bullshit. Kou recognized his bullshit right away when he confessed his so called love but didn't really love him enough to care if Kou would really respond or return it. Why even bother to confess if you obviously didn't care enough to even hear an answer. In the end, I really wanted Kou to be happy with somebody else and not some jerk so I really dislike the open ending of their relationship. :/
I completely agree with you. He completely knew what he was getting into when he started dating him and then he starts to see someone behind his back. That's just plain awful
I FOUND GOLD IN THIS COMMENT! THERE IS STILL HOPE IN HUMANITY!! *cries tears of joy*
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You started this relationship knowing Kou has a bad personality. If your patience has been worn off and I don’t blame Ichi for that, then the least you could do is to break up. The fuck you flirting and make a move with another guy while still being in a relationship??? Sorry but I really hate cheating. Even if there wasn’t physical cheating, Ichi already cheated emotionally by having a change of heart and new interest. Cheating doesn’t only mean being intimate. If you see him as a potential interest and acted with such feelings or intentions - all those smiles, those little gestures, eyes following after him, searching for him, seeking him out, leading him on while being in a relationship - that’s already cheating.
Yes, Kou has a damn fucked up shitty personality but he has never cheated. He was straight and has probably never imagined himself dating a guy but he accepted you Ichi. All these years, even though he talks trash and could have left you anytime for a woman, he didn’t. He stayed faithful to you in this relationship Ichi. Yes, of course, it hurts to see the one you love talks shit about you and verbally abuses you all the time, and no one would’ve blamed you if you couldn’t take it anymore and want to give up. Feelings change. If you don’t love anymore, it means you don’t love anymore. Then break up. Part. So be it. But DON’T CHEAT. If you feel that you are utterly disappointed in Kou and have already given up on him then break up with him. WHY CHEAT!? If you’re falling for the nice little kid, then break up with Kou and pursue him.
And what the fuck did you mean when you see Kou cried, for that moment, your feelings are brought back. Wtf. This just sounds to me that your feelings for Kou were no longer there for quite some time now yet you didn’t break up with him but instead cheated on him. Wow. So what happens if Kou didn’t catch you with the kid? What if Kou didn’t cry? So you mean you chase after Kou not to explain yourself but to tell him how bad his personality was and how nice the kid is and that you like the kid but just cause you UNEXPECTEDLY saw Kou crying instead, now you’re having feelings for Kou all over again??? And then what happens to the kid??? You got close to him and allowed him to get close to you, basically led him on, but now that Kou has brought your feelings back what’s gonna happen to the kid??? Distance yourself from him? Continue your friendship with him? Leave Kou after saying all that I still have feelings for you crap??? Whichever is cruel regardless.