
I know time can be tough sometimes and I am not the best person to answer this but I can understand. I have tried to kill myself before by overdosing. Start listing things you have in your life and the thing you have that others do not. Take deep breathes go outside and take a walk and really think this though. This isn't a need this is a choice, there are people i've met who had abusive parents and after they go though they try to live the best life as they can because before they can not. Life might not be good not but you don't know what would happen if you were to live to see the future.

Wow... That's a hella misunderstanding going on here... You shouldn't worry like this. The OP is just joking.
I'm going to die honestly. I have to say goodbye to my parents before reading next chapter