"looking" and "acting", that's the issue right there, you're PROJECTING onto Oono what YOU THINK the scene LOOKS like and how YOU think he feels. He talks about it himself, it's not up for speculation. If you want to ignore dialogue so you can continue to think your interpretation is right, then that's idiotic and closed minded. He SAYS HIMSELF that he was intentionally blaming Kureshima out of denial. I'm going over facts, not my opinion, this is all stuff he says word for word.
No you’re looking too deeply into the dialogue. My dude, you are like one of the only people reading the story this way. Ever stop to think that maybe the vast majority of people are right and you’re just reading way too deep into this and trying to pass off your opinion as fact?
No, i tend to value dialogue over other people's interpretations. When Oono literally said "i yearned for him to touch me again" i immediately stopped caring about what people THINK Oono was feeling based on nothing but visuals, that imo don't even look as bad as you're all saying, and started caring about how Oono himself said he felt. You DO realize he was literally saying he wanted Kureshima to touch him, yes? He was clearly saying Kureshima had his consent already. He covered both that he physically enjoyed it when he said "reality was much better than delusions" and that he wanted Kureshima to touch him when he said "i wanted him to touch me again". But i guess you'll just think whatever...
Why are you trying so hard to justify this? It was rape and in the story is was clearly intended to be viewed as rape. No one wants to read your mile long rants about why it totally wasn’t rape because the Uke “consented emotionalky” despite looking and acting scared out of his mind.