Chap 26 raws (SPOILERS)

So I'm legit crying. Like I can't stop my tears. I translated the chapter via google translate, so it's a bit effy, but here goes:

So we get a flashback to when Hyesung was a little kid. His mum is being abused by his dad (he's probably forcing her to sleep with him and he is mistreating her). Hyesung hears his mum being abused from behind the door and he is trembling in fear. Afterwords his mum is sleeping in her bed. Hyesung comes to her side with a puzzle box and says: "mum, mum. Let's do this together." She tells him: "mum is tired right now." So Hyesung says: "But Hyesung is bored and wants to play together with mum." So she turns to him and tells him: "Do you want to go play/go outside together with mum?" Hyesung cheers up and says "Yes! Yes!". So basically they head over to a toy store and his mum buys him the big rabbit stuffed doll that he always sleeps with * I basically start tearing up here *. So they get back home and Hyesung's mum tucks Hyesung in his bed with his new toy and she tells him: "Hyesung, mum s going out for a little while and will be back right away. In the meantime, play with your new friend (the stuffed rabbit I guess). Mum will be right back, okay?" Hyesung nods and goes to sleep. However, his mother packs her stuff and leaves. Hyesung keeps thinking: "Mum, come back quickly."
Back to adult preggo Hyesung. He wakes up crying. Apparently the flashback was a dream. * And here i am, my face is a mess from crying my eyes out :'( * So he sits up straight and wipes his tears, thinking: "I fell asleep again". He then strokes his baby bump (which became pretty big) and thinks: "These days I'm dreaming about my mum a lot".

He goes immediately back to his cheerful self, throws off his clothes and says: "I'm sweaty. I'll take a bath!" He heads over to the bathroom and gets into the bathtub (which is hugeeee and has a TV!). He's shouting something at the TV (I'm not sure what it is lol.. google translate came up with something like "the kid is home" and Hyesung was screaming "Hey Alpha!"). Cuts over to Dojin who is practicing how to change a baby's diaper on a baby doll *lol too cute*. Dojin hears Hyesung shouting and runs over to him and asks him "What happened!" Hyesung then tells Dojin: "Scrub my back." Dojin is taken aback (probably because Hyesung is actually asking for his help with sth). When he doesn't move, Hyesung asks: "What are you doing? I can't do it myself." Dojin then answers: "Ah, yes." He then kneels down, takes the sponge, and starts scrubbing Hyesung's back. As Dojin is scrubbing his back, Hyesung says: "Oh please rub it there." Dojin is starting to sweat and he is blushing. He asks him: " here?" And Hyesung answers:" Yes. My shoulder side." Dojin starts rubbing Hyesung's shoulder with his hand. Then Dojin says: "is your body comfortable.." (Not sure about the translation here, it didn't make much sense). Hyesung replies yes. Then as Dojin keeps on rubbing Hyesung's shoulders, Hyesung starts moaning "Ah, Ah yes". Dojin blushes even harder. Hyesung them moans: "It's good." Here basically Dojin loses it, grabs Hyesung, turns his face around and starts kissing him. They then start deeply kissing and Dojin grabs Hyesung's breast and squeezes it. Then after they kiss, Hyesung starts calling Dojin's name: "Park Dojin...Park Dojin.." And then he snaps out of his fantasy with Hyesung shouts: "Park Dojin!" (Yup, the kissing scene did not happen. Dojin was so horny he fantasized the whole thing.) Hyesung then tells Dojin: "what are you doing? Where's your mind at. It's been a while. Now go!" Dojin stands up straight, says okay and basically runs out of the bathroom and into his room. He has a hard on. He starts jerking off while thinking about Hyesung's naked body and the previous times they had sex. While jerking off he thinks about Hyesung: "small body. I want that little body... to the deepest part... everything." He then cums into his hand and thinks: "I have not been doing it for quite some time" (He means sex/masturbation because a lot came out lol). He then hears Hyesung screaming loudly in a panic. He washes his hands and runs over to Hyesung and asks him "Why are you screaming/what happened?!" Hyesung is sitting in front of his closet with clothes all over the place. He has a scared and panicked look on his face and he mumbles to himself: "They don't fit... they don't fit... my clothes don't fit."

So yea this is the chapter. I translated it using google translate. Some parts I'm not so sure about but I believe I'm fairly accurate in most of it. This chapter broke my heart regarding Hyesung's past with his mum. I just can't hate Hyesung no matter what. I love him so much, even without the backstory. I hope things get better for him. He's scared and, instead of facing his fears, always acts like everything is okay. It breaks my heart.