Hmmm

I feel bad for Hyesung, he learned everything he believed was a lie. He always thought he would be an alpha, learns he’s a omega. So instead of being a seme he’s a uke. From that point his life pretty much spiraled out of control, he finds himself in heat and being invaded by some cocky Alpha who tell him his gender was wrong. The scariest part is that he enjoyed it and begged for more, ran away from the shock.

Tried to find comfort from his shock by confiding in his bestfriend whose roommate tried to mount him. So went away frustrated then came across a flier with a headline that related to his current predicament and stupidly followed it as if it was a sign from above. Doujin saving him and how relieved he felt at that moment, which made him unwillingly acknowledge how drastic his position life has changed.

Finding himself in debt and living with the man who accidentally stole his chastity, waking up in his bed after his heat made him sleepwalk into his room. Not having control of himself is scary, to top off all these new changes... he learns he’s pregnant. When just a while ago he never knew he had a womb, so of course he’s emotional. He has yet to accept any of his new reality. The idea of a baby hasn’t fully registered yet so he’s being stubborn, he doesn’t want to see the sonograms since it would add to it all being real.

He uses money as a front to help him cope with the shock. Seeing those baby shoes made it hit him I’m really growing a child in me. I don’t feel or see it yet but it’s there. I think his maternal side may kick in since he’s Tsundere and he’s a pain but I find him adorable in away.

I feel bad for Doujin as well since he’s usually repulsed by omegas, he’s also going through massive changes. He been overprotective of Hyesung since they met which is out of his norm. He’s always concerned about him and he inspires him musically which is new. He’s rushes to save him as if it’s his life’s mission. He takes him in his home which he seems like the type to love his space. He instinctively finds himself turned on by Hyesung but also genuinely cares about his feelings. Hyesung’s tears and expressions affects him deeply, he finds himself impulsively doing things he would never do.

Learning he’s going to be a dad although he didn’t plan on it he’s sincerely happy and wants to cherish them. You can tell by his expressions and reaction. He’s truly excited, trying to be fully considerate of Hyesungs feelings, wants to cook, make him feel at ease and spoil him.

Personally I’m looking forward to updates I love them in If You Hate Me That Much, their story started off a bit chaotically there too.