A masterpiece. Needs an anime.

youraedthiswrogn June 21, 2018 8:41 am

A few thoughts: I like Kureeda, i really do, but i can't ship them. It's so obvious that she's still in love with Ayukawa. I'm really not looking forward to watching him hurt over the breakup, but i DO want them back together. Ayukawa and Kawana just have this amazing chemistry while as it feels like Kureeda is just a rebound for her and rather than love, it feels like she just likes how nice he is to her. I think she cares for him, but not romantically. I really don't like that they had sex, tbh. It felt unnecessary as you can see Ayukawa is endgame since they both think about each other constantly and Kureeda even admitted Ayukawa is still 1st in her heart. I don't blame either of them of course, i just can't help but feel that something feels... Wrong. She still loves Ayukawa and i know that there isn't really anything keeping them apart aside from Nagashima's machinations and their own personal barriers. She had sex with him under these circumstances and it feels wrong. I wish it had stopped when he stopped, i wish she hadn't pushed him resulting in the sex. It's something that can't be taken back. Putting that aside, holy shit did a few characters piss me off, mostly Nagashima and Kawana's family, especially her dad. He begged Ayukawa to break up with Kawana and tried to guilt trip him with his sickness and slapped her face and called her selfish because she wanted to go visit her boyfriend in the hospital... Fuck you dad! Nagashima's a total bitch, i empathize with her, but not enough to excuse her. I liked that Kureeda was straightforward and challenged Ayukawa to his face, Nagashima did the OPPOSITE. She has done nothing but put negativity in Kawana's head and now she lied that they were together to keep them apart... She's grossly underhanded. To give her credit, she was awesome before she changed, she helped Ayukawa SO much and it's not like she's all bad. I get the feeling that Kawana X Ayukawa is endgame, Kureeda has been expecting it and i think he'll just respectfully bow out when Kawana makes her choice. It'll be sad seeing him hurt... Nagashima's available, but there has been no buildup for them so i think they'll end up going their separate ways as Kawana is learning to take care of others so Nagashima wont be needed.

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