This...this. I am speechless and my heart went through so much while reading this. Heartbreak and then heart mending and just so angsty! I wish Shoujo went to rescue Mistsuro right when the video was sent by Kouchi. But I understand, it was essential for Kouchi to realize he had lost Mitsuro and Mitsuro to accept his love for Shoujo. Finally, Kouchi had to let go of Mitsuro, even though Kouchi was evil, he really loved Mitsuro in his own way and I could only pity him because he knew his obsession was only destroying Mitsuro and turning him into a shell.
Poor Mitsuro, he was with Kouchi because he was conditioned to believe Shoujo wouldn't want him but when Kouchi asked him to leave, Mitsuro left without looking back at Kouchi but he doubted Shoujo would accept him but Shoujo removed those seeds of doubt with unconditional love and patience.
Mitsuro is was a victim of his own mind, he could have made the right decisions but even in real life, you don't know you made the right or wrong decisions. Similarly, Mitsuro was doing what he believed was right.
My favorite part was where Shoujo lets Mitsuro have the raw sex but then he explains why the raw sex is bad, he knew Mitsuro needed the raw sex because of bad memories. Such an understanding lover. For me the best character was Shoujo, he showed patience, restraint and forgiveness.
*I know, I probably spelt the names wrong. Japanese names are so difficult.
This...this. I am speechless and my heart went through so much while reading this. Heartbreak and then heart mending and just so angsty! I wish Shoujo went to rescue Mistsuro right when the video was sent by Kouchi.
But I understand, it was essential for Kouchi to realize he had lost Mitsuro and Mitsuro to accept his love for Shoujo. Finally, Kouchi had to let go of Mitsuro, even though Kouchi was evil, he really loved Mitsuro in his own way and I could only pity him because he knew his obsession was only destroying Mitsuro and turning him into a shell.
Poor Mitsuro, he was with Kouchi because he was conditioned to believe Shoujo wouldn't want him but when Kouchi asked him to leave, Mitsuro left without looking back at Kouchi but he doubted Shoujo would accept him but Shoujo removed those seeds of doubt with unconditional love and patience.
Mitsuro is was a victim of his own mind, he could have made the right decisions but even in real life, you don't know you made the right or wrong decisions. Similarly, Mitsuro was doing what he believed was right.
My favorite part was where Shoujo lets Mitsuro have the raw sex but then he explains why the raw sex is bad, he knew Mitsuro needed the raw sex because of bad memories. Such an understanding lover. For me the best character was Shoujo, he showed patience, restraint and forgiveness.
*I know, I probably spelt the names wrong. Japanese names are so difficult.