I'm really crying, this was absolutely beautiful!! And at the same time I'm sad because in...

I'm really crying, this was absolutely beautiful!! And at the same time I'm sad because in my 29 years of life I haven't found a special person, my fated one (I had a bf, but he cheated on me and it hurt me so much), I'm wondering if some day I will find that person, I'm a straight girl, I've never been interested in girls, but I've thought before that maybe a woman could really unterstand me and make me happy... And after reading this manga I see that's posible ;-;