raws ch 41

Kell August 24, 2018 10:47 pm

the thing is, jiwon is realizing life is pretty boring without dg which is expected but at the same time, for the most part all jiwon and dg ever did was have sex and then dg would go home. the date was a one time thing, otherwise itd be a wham bam thank you man, go home kinda thing. so other than him not having sex on the regular, isnt his life essentially the same? they never talked much about themselves and they never really hung out. anyways, i always feel like because bj alex is more about the thoughts of the characters and less about action, when i read the raws there is never enough, i always need more because not much happens.

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    Anonymous August 24, 2018 11:05 pm

    Maybe that's the point. They did share things about themselves, but were always holding back. Kind of like eating something good but only in small bites. It tastes good but you never get full, which means you want more, not less. Also I think people underestimate just how much communication and vulnerability goes into sex. That's why Jiwon always warns DG not to catch feelings or think of him as a boyfriend. Because it's really easy to do when you're with someone consistently, when you know just how to touch them, or what to say to trigger a response. How they look asleep even. And after all that sex we still see little things beyond it. More and more DG ends up sleeping or being left alone in Jiwon's space after sex up until the festival. The lines were getting blurred. I think that's why it matters. It's not just that Jiwon's life didn't really change, it's that Jiwon's life before was so devoid of anything real that DG's absence is keenly felt even though he tried so hard to keep it casual.

    kemi August 24, 2018 11:13 pm

    The fact that DG doesn't even make an appearance in the latest ch is strong evidence of what u and anonymous said 2. ( ̄へ ̄)

    Anonymous August 25, 2018 12:11 am
    The fact that DG doesn't even make an appearance in the latest ch is strong evidence of what u and anonymous said 2. ( ̄へ ̄) kemi

    That has me really antsy, wondering what DG will be like when we see him again and what happens to him. That sweet little cinnamon roll, I hope Chanwoo is hugging him lol

    Lucy In The Sky August 25, 2018 1:07 pm
    Maybe that's the point. They did share things about themselves, but were always holding back. Kind of like eating something good but only in small bites. It tastes good but you never get full, which means you w... Anonymous

    Well said!

    kemi August 25, 2018 1:50 pm
    That has me really antsy, wondering what DG will be like when we see him again and what happens to him. That sweet little cinnamon roll, I hope Chanwoo is hugging him lol Anonymous

    I kno. Part of me wants DG to come back with a new sense of self but still maintain his nerdy side so he's on a new level of cute/ sexy.

    Anonymous August 25, 2018 2:43 pm
    Well said! Lucy In The Sky

    Thanks! <3

    Anonymous August 25, 2018 2:45 pm
    I kno. Part of me wants DG to come back with a new sense of self but still maintain his nerdy side so he's on a new level of cute/ sexy. kemi

    I think he will. For me what solidified it was how DG told Jiwon that he loves him more than anyone but he can't do this anymore. That's the kicker. Before that he was willing to put up with anything just to stay close Jiwon. By the time that convo is over he realizes that's not enough. So I'm hoping he gets lots of love and care from Chanwoo and gives himself credit for choosing the right path. Jiwon will come around, he's already feeling the hurt.