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Does anyone know that one yaoi manga where the character is madly in love with his childhood friend but his childhood friend got a girlfriend. He felt so upset he put in a request to “help him forget about him” to which he almost had sex with a school mate next to a tree but his school mate said “when you really want to forget him, can come to me”.. also he got into an accident and jokingly pretend he forgot his childhood friend.. and his childhood friend said “I’m your lover” just as the mc was saying “just kidding” I have a screenshot of the manga if anyone wants to trade contact info over discord or something so I can send it?