THE FIRST TO ABANDON YOU ARE YOUR PARENTS...

yuuri September 12, 2018 5:09 am

Someone posted: Parents aren't usually there when we get bullied. (@Nonononyaadesu) and I agree...

I experienced it, so I can say 120% they are most likely to judge you, ridicule you and blame you that its your fault... Parents usually put the blame on us for being different...

I cried.

Its funny, but the scene where YuYang was shouting was all real to me... the pain, the anguish, the hurt - its like opening a chapter in my past life once again...

Its hard being different, but what's harder is when the people who gave you life - wanted you to keep burying yourself...

How many times have I attempted to kill myself because of my mom... but because of my pride and the words : "I dont want to lose to her in this crazy battle" kept me alive.

After 30 years of existence we still dont get along and they still want to bury my personality :(

Responses
    BunnyK26 September 12, 2018 5:33 am

    Sending you virtual hugs. And keep strong for you. Because your future is yours alone and you’re the only one that needs to listen to your needs and your heart.

    Meow September 12, 2018 5:48 am

    if i was right next to you right now, i'd give a huge f*ckin hug rn, i know it doesn't seem alot, but i like hugs, and they usually feel nice, or akwardly funny....either way i send hug.

    Cappy September 12, 2018 5:54 am

    Be strong~

    yuuri September 12, 2018 6:00 am
    Sending you virtual hugs. And keep strong for you. Because your future is yours alone and you’re the only one that needs to listen to your needs and your heart. BunnyK26

    thank you. im sorry if my post was a bit emotional.

    i kinda feel what YuYang was going through... parents should be the one to hold you at night - but instead they are the ones who open the doors to nightmares. :(

    thank you.

    yuuri September 12, 2018 6:02 am
    if i was right next to you right now, i'd give a huge f*ckin hug rn, i know it doesn't seem alot, but i like hugs, and they usually feel nice, or akwardly funny....either way i send hug. Meow

    aww thank you so much. i was not expecting any messages. i was just typing away with my emotion cause i feel YuYang's situation.

    crying sometimes is the only way you can express yourself, but the pain is still there...

    thank you.

    hugs hugs hugs. i like hugs... i often receive them from people who are not blood related to me... friends.. and even mother of my friends...

    thank you. thank you so much.

    yuuri September 12, 2018 6:03 am
    Be strong~ Cappy

    thank you!

    Meow September 12, 2018 7:16 am
    aww thank you so much. i was not expecting any messages. i was just typing away with my emotion cause i feel YuYang's situation. crying sometimes is the only way you can express yourself, but the pain is still ... yuuri

    :D hugssssss just, ill strangle you with hugs, no drown you you in hugs NO. deliver my love by a bow and arrow blindly as you wear an apple on your head to just say, hugsss. oh wait those are pretty dangerous.

    yuuri September 12, 2018 8:46 am
    :D hugssssss just, ill strangle you with hugs, no drown you you in hugs NO. deliver my love by a bow and arrow blindly as you wear an apple on your head to just say, hugsss. oh wait those are pretty dangerous. Meow

    hahaha!!! they are all welcome! thanks again :)