
Wome one else said some thing similar and I replied some thing like this " yohan did it cuz he felt guilty about byun (even tho he shouldn't have) but in the chapter(s) when SooHwa spoke sign language he realized that SooHwa felt shame for his fetish, and then SooHwa signed to Yohan that he felt good. But unlike with byung Yohan said that from the start he wasn't afraid when he was with SooHwa. And then when SooHwa signed he actually felt aroused by another person for the first time in a while (or so I believe) and that Yohan prob isn't even gay, he just likes SooHwa" this is way longer than what I told the other person shit. Sorry. ( ̄∇ ̄")
I'm a little concerned now as I see why Yohan started "helping" Soohwa in the begining. It's just been weighting down on by mind. ( ̄へ ̄)