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Ken doesn’t want to admit that he is gay ┑(￣Д ￣)┍

Right. And as long as nobody calls it homo, it's no homo, amirite Ken?!
(But you will do all the lewd stuff anyway(๑•ㅂ•)و✧)

Well. I think Ken hating himself because at first--when he is a kid--he hate his father relationship with a man, and then when he grow up with a cute and loveable boy in the neighborhood and realized he becoming like his father, the figure he hate the most, he just denial and confusing about the path he walk in.