Sadly yes some people do reject happiness boggles the mind doesn't it. I'd be all over that
Awww me too #metoo people get really close to me so fast it's a miracle... But soon I can't deal with how close they are getting to me and I am scared of letting people come inside my circle so I push them a bit and before I know it ill get dumped and I'll sit and regret my decision and come here to read some yaoi and concole myself saying that all I ever need it my yaoi world and ice-cream.... But then again I repeat the same mistakes
Because most people don't have a magic butterfly effect time travel voodoo book that tries to kill them whenever they try to change shit that happens in it.
I have the same problem as you! I push people away because I believe they will leave me or hurt me, but it is worse with potential romantic partners. I become stressed out and become an asshole (very moody).
So I wait all this time for an update...he confessed and he rejected him...the fuck do peolpe just reject happiness or some shit? I would jump all over the opportunity to be with some that makes me happy